Thursday, February 28, 2013

Lupus Awareness


Lupus is not contagious and cannot be “given” to another person. Lupus is not like or related to HIV/AIDS or any other infectious disease.
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Hope is much like a cat in the Dark — you only know it's there by the reflection of its eyes — which means there is Light nearby. ~Terri Guillemets







Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Wordy Wednesday



My friends' lives are falling apart around me. Love to you all. You're in my thoughts and prayers.

After work/school the kids and I walked to the library. Perfect weather and perfect company. My girl loves to read. My boy decided this week he might like reading too. Reading is good. Sitting still is hard.

Lupus Foundation of America

Monday, February 25, 2013

Hip Pain

In 2011 over the Christmas holiday I was in physical therapy for hip pain and butt pain. Something with my IT band and something that started with "glute." I wasn't allowed to run for over a month. It was hard for me to go to PT and ask for help. When I did I was happy. My physical therapist was wonderful. I learned to trust him and he knew what he was doing. He fixed me in time to train for my first half marathon.
The finish of the Flying Pirate Half Marathon, April 2012.
 
 
Hip pain is something I have worried about while I add in more and more miles to my training. It is why I consistently do the walk/run method of training. I know if my hip is injured again it's awhile for it to heal to run again. I've learned some things about my hip pain.
 
Last summer we took a long vacation. We spent up to 6.5 hours a day riding in this vehicle and we lived in that camper for 4 weeks. I loved it, but it hurt my hip.
It takes many days of driving to go from the east coast to Mount Rushmore.
More days of driving to see Old Faithful.
Another day of driving to see the Grand Teton mountain range. All that sitting in the car made my hip hurt. There were beautiful place to run, but often I didn't. Hip pain was one reason, but there were other reasons too...
like trails with these signs. We hiked on this trail, with loud noisy kids. Bears don't like noisy groups and they leave. They get surprised by lone runners sneaking up on them. They don't like being surprised.
 Mama and her cub from afar.
 
I have found other things that hurt my hip.
Sitting in front of the computer for too long.
 
Sitting and working on large puzzles for too long. Sitting in general for too long.
 
I've also discovered something that hasn't hurt my hip.
Running has not been hurting my hip.
(Hanover Safe Place Pumpkin Run 2011)
 

 
If I have learned ANYTHING through running, it's been not to give up. From asking for professional help with an injury or finding time in a busy family schedule to train. Don't give it up. Not for anything.
 
 
 

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Mind Games, 20 Miles, and Peak


Today ends the peak of my training. I did 20 miles today and now starts three weeks of "taper." That means my next two weekend long runs are less mileage so that my muscles heal. In three weeks they are supposed to be strong and ready to marathon! Next weekend I have 12 miles scheduled and the following weekend it's 8 miles. Workouts during the week are decreasing also.

The 20 miles went better than I expected. I started playing mind games the moment my feet hit the floor this morning. I kept thinking about the time during the run when it really starts to hurt. When you have to switch from wanting to run to forcing yourself to keep pushing through. I forgot that there are a lot of miles I LIKE running before it gets to that point.

Mind games can work to my advantage too. At mile 17 my chanting mantra (inside my head) became, "My legs are strong, my legs are strong."  I like to think it helps. Instead of thinking about how badly my right foot was hurting I thought about all the parts of my body that felt strong or simply did not hurt. I hope it gets me through the race.

  Princess Bride cast 25 years later. (found on facebook)
 
The family is watching the Princess Bride and post 20 miles that sounds like an awesome thing to do. I'm going to join them! "As you wish!"

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Friday, February 22, 2013

Awe.....


Yesterday we attended parent/teacher conferences. My daughter's 4th grade teacher shared samples of her writing from an exercise called writing prompts. The class is given a topic and then students must write about the topic. The following was my daughter's writing for "A special event that has happened in your life..."

     One special event that I was at was when my mom ran her first half-marathon, which was at a beach. It was special for my mom because running a half-marathon is a really big deal because of how long it is. It was was special for me because I was able to cheer for my mom.
     It was also special because two of my friend's moms were running the half-marathon too, so I got to spend time with them. We were staying at my friend's beach house, so we even got to sleep in the same room!
     But I think my favorite part was staying at the beach! We also got to spend the day at the beach and have my favorite seafood for dinner. I can't wait for my mom's next big race!

Yes, I cried a little when I read it. She's embarrassed that I'm posting it. It's my job to embarrass her a little.



Thursday, February 21, 2013

Lupus Awareness



More than 90 percent of people with lupus will experience joint and/or muscle pain that can be disabling. Medication and mind-body therapies can be used to help control the pain associated with lupus.
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I find hope in the darkest of days, and focus in the brightest. I do not judge the universe. - Dalai Lama
 

Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Hey, Buttercup!



I cannot even begin to explain the string of bazaar, crazy things that have happened all around me today.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Happy Presidents Day!


It's President's Day which means the kids and I were home for work/school. That is good old Abe up there staring at you. There was recently a big movie about his life... you may have heard about it. The film has been nominated for twelve Academy Awards. My boss' husband was an extra in the movie. He was in the same room as Steven Spielberg.

Anyway, during my day off I menu planned and grocery shopped. We are eating real food this week. Tonight it's Avocado Salmon cakes from Runners World magazine. Never mind that I don't like avocados and I'm not big on fish. It's healthy dang it! The avocado is in a sauce which also has wasabi in it.
  That's what wasabi looks like. I used to think wasabi was a color. Apparently it's not exactly. The salmon cakes were a flop with the family. I'm giving myself an 'A' for my effort anyway.

Nutrition is big on my mind right now. Time is running short for getting things right for during the race. I've tried gummy bears, Clif Shot Bloks, Clif Shot Gel, and Gatorade. I didn't care for the gummies or Shot Bloks. Gatorade made me miserable. I can tolerate the Shot gel except it's so stinking sweet. bleh. Today I picked up some Nuun and now I see I got the wrong kind. I got the vitamin kind. Not the replace electrolytes kind. grr. I also got carb BOOM energy gel. It's what will be available on the course. Form a look at the ingredients it might be less sweet. It's flavored with real fruit. I'm open to trying anything. 

In other news....
The kids and I did a 1 mile walk/sprint to the Y today. Then we did a 1 mile on the track at the Y. While returning home the boy child declared his legs hurt and he needed an ice bath! It was hard not to laugh. I had to text a friend. That kind of funny material it too good to keep to yourself.

Finally, my brother in-law is now running the Shamrock 8k! He'll be great!

Lupus Foundation of America

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Race Report and a PR?


Pre-race preparation: There was very little pre-race preparation aside from packet pickup, figuring out possible parking, and lining up a babysitter. Because the race didn't start until 10 am and we live a half hour away I didn't even pick out clothes until the morning of. It made me feel like a real bad-ass runner the night before. Like I do this all the time. I've determined the best way to train for a Half is to schedule it in full marathon training.

Packet Pick-up: Packet pick-up was low-key and uneventful. It was held at a store I was unaware of... it's a triathlon type of store with running, biking, and swimming gear. I saw a 26.2 shirt I'd like there. ;-) The SWAG at pick up included a long sleeve tech race shirt, some ads, and a pack of Cliff Shot Bloks. That was the only fuel offered, there was just water and Gatorade on the course.

Weather: The high temperature for the day was in the upper 30s. We ran through rain, snow, and wind. The course followed a path under some overpasses and there was spray from rain water runoff from the road above. Not the best day, but it could have been worse.

Course: This is a new race and the first time it was held. I won't sign up for it again if the course stays the same. (For folks familiar with Richmond...) We started in a grassy area of Browns Island. There wasn't a clear START point and I wasn't sure when to start my Garmin. The course followed the Canal Walk east then looped around for an "out and back" leg of the course. During this section there was bottle necking in areas too narrow for the number of runners. There were also stairs. Yes, stairs. The total different surfaces we ran on during the race included grass, sidewalk, brick, road pavement, wooden foot bridges, the Lee Bridge (which is a long 6 lane bridge over the James River,) gravel parking lot, stairs and finally cobblestone. Yea. We did all of that and then did it again. It was part out and back and a loop course that we did twice. There was also a 10k being run on the same course with a different turn around at the out and back and split at their finish our second loop. Mileage signs along the course included signage for our first loop, our second loop, and the 10k. crazy!

Volunteers and After Party: I thought the race volunteers were fantastic! As I said the weather conditions were miserable and the race marshals were great. One was yelling something like, "Your co-workers are in front of the TV. You are doing this because you are awesome!" Even the race photographers seemed cool. However, an email went out today saying one volunteer directed some people off course, including the lead runner. Oops. I think that got straightened out before we go to the spot. There was an after party in a heated tent. We made a loop through it that for after race food. I got part of a bagel and hubby had chili. There was a cash bar run by a charity that supplies adaptive running equipment for runners with differing physical abilities. The music was good and somewhere an "unofficial" justice of the peace so you could renew your marriage vows if you wanted. It was lined up that you could order flowers from a local florist to be delivered at the finish. I think a lot of time and energy was spent on the "theme" of the race and it has potential to be a great event, if the course changes. 

My Race: I think I set a 5 or 6 minute PR. I'm happy with that especially since the course and weather were not ideal. An email from the race went out this morning that there were "issues" with their chip timing. According to their results I had a 6 minute PR, according to my Garmin and hubby's watch it was 5 minute. Hubby and I ran it together and it was a better experience than last time.

Lessons Learned: The first lesson learned is that hubby and I can race together and have a good time. I'm glad he was with me. The second is what I've suspected.... Gatorade and I do not get along. I didn't hydrate enough on Friday. During the second half of the race I thought I'd try Gatorade because you don't know until you try. I haven't had nausea like that while running since the summer heat. Lesson learned.

Recovery: My recovery was a total fail. I came home and couldn't get warm. So I took a hot shower and crawled right into bed and into a fetal position to try to warm up. No re-hydration, no protein, no stretching. I woke up an hour later toasty warm with a dehydration headache and very stiff legs. I know better than that.

Today: I was scheduled for 18 miles yesterday, not 13. After my race recovery fail, I didn't do the extra 5 miles. I got up this morning and did them and I feel like I fought for every step. At the same time I also feel victorious that technically I got them all in within a 24 hours period!

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Thanks!

Friday, February 15, 2013

Next Adventure?


(random video from youtube of a stranger's (to me) trip)

I have wanted to hike the Appalachian Trail since I saw hikers come out of the woods in a park while picnicking with my grandparents as a child. I might have mentioned this to my husband BEFORE we married. Instead I waited 13 years into our marriage before mentioning this.

He's not thrilled with the idea.

However, we need to get these kids raised first so I have time to work on him.

Retirement adventure?
Appalachian Trail
 
 
In the very near future, like tomorrow, we are scheduled to run a half marathon. The weather forecast is: Cloudy with rain and snow showers in the morning. Snow showers for the afternoon. Temps nearly steady in the mid to upper 30s. Winds N at 5 to 10 mph. Chance of precip 60%.



Lupus Foundation of America

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Lupus Awareness


Lupus is treated by a rheumatologist, a physician who specializes in conditions affecting the joints and muscles. Some people with lupus may need additional care from specialists, like a dermatologist for skin problems, a nephrologist for kidney disease, or a cardiologist for heart complications.
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When you say a situation or a person is hopeless, you're slamming the door in the face of God. ~Charles L. Allen








Tuesday, February 12, 2013

Solo Running


Several friends who have completed marathons have commented on my solo training. One even said something like, "I couldn't do what you are doing." I haven't completed a marathon yet. I haven't gone farther than 17 miles. I had no idea what she was talking about and had to ask. The answer was: training alone.

The first race I ran was a 10k. I joined a large training team at the YMCA. My husband did the race with me. When I signed up for my first half marathon my friend, Amy, said, "Friends don't let friends run 13.1 miles alone. I'll do it with you." I actually have a friend who not only made that statement she trained with me and we did that first half together.


Two other friends not only joined us but one hosted us along with our families at her in-laws beach house! Both veteran marathoners, they remained cheerful and supportive during the down pouring rain!


A third friend, Rosemargaret, made signs and is hands down the best course support ever! She jumps out behind bushes cheering. Is a photographer when asked. I've made potty stops at her house during training runs. Last Saturday when I shuffled past her house she asked, bathroom break? When I only shook my head "no" she immediately shifted to cheering mode... yelling my name and cheering me on.

Cheerful supportive texts messages are always appreciated. Last weekend  my phone beeped twice with them while I trained.


I could not do this without hubby. Period. He's in charge at home for hours while I'm gone. He rearranges his schedule for my training. These three people will travel with me to Virginia Beach and send me off.


This chica! My niece. Once upon a time I didn't know if I'd have kids of my own. She was the only baby in the family. Now she is growing up and having to do really hard things. She is too young to have to deal with so much.


If you believe in God or a higher power you are never alone. Not in the loneliest moments. When I'm running I feel closest to God. That is my time and since I run slowly I have a lot of it. Much of the time is in prayerful meditation.

This training cycle I haven't had the benefit of training with a strong partner to challenge me. I haven't had the friendship and companionship in running. But I don't really feel alone. Bored sometimes. But not alone.

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Monday, February 11, 2013

Time Managment

I have to dash out the door in a moment to Girl Scouts. Tomorrow we have Skate Night for the school. Wednesday I'm not sure what is up in the evening. Thursday is Valentine's Day. I guess I'll cook something extra special. (?) Friday hubby usually works late so I'll be single parenting. Saturday I'm running a Half Marathon and then a friend's birthday party which will include 5 miles more than the half marathon.

yea.

It's Monday. I'm tired.

Here someone else wrote about time management and marathon training!

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Saturday, February 9, 2013

Sherry's Run

February 11, 2012
myself, Kimberly, and Amy

God of Light,
Creator of all that is good.
We thank you for this day.
We pray for Sherry's family, for those who love her, for all mothers, for all runners.
Remind us that a single, dark, heinous act does not have victory over us.
Love wins.
Let us all be mirrors that reflect Sherry's light and your love into the world,
 for the people who walked in darkness have seen a great light.
In Christ, Amen.
 
I read a running blog called Shut Up and Run. In January 2012 the author's cousin was kidnapped and killed in Montana while out on a solo run. This tragedy happened in her small town, 10 minuets into her run and about a mile from her house. A year ago a virtual run was held in Sherry's memory. I ran with my friends Kimberly and Amy. Today was the second annual virtual run in memory of Sherry. I began my solo run this morning praying the words above. My friend, Kimberly, wrote it last year.
 
 Click for a list of running safety tips. You need to scroll down toward the end. 
 
I have many thoughts swirling around in my head about the theme of doing things solo. They will need to wait for another post. I'm exhausted. After my 17 miles I took an ice bath, showered, got fancied up, and was off to a family Charity Ball. As in dance. I danced after 17 miles. I danced with friends who ran 19 and 20 miles earlier today. We rock. Our kids had a blast. The band rocked. I danced with my kids. I'm going to hurt tomorrow. I'm going to hurt a lot!



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Friday, February 8, 2013

Gear Up!


My husband sometimes calls from work to tell me he's heading home so I have time to do what he calls "Gear Up!" He's been a runner off and on through his adult life. When he runs he puts on his running shoes and his watch and goes. He makes fun of me thinks I'm cute with all my gear.

I have my hand held water bottle...

I have the blue one. My cell phone fits in the front pocket.

My IpodShuffle (I'm low tech like that.) I just got a new one. The old one wouldn't hold a charge and it drove me nuts! I only use one ear bud so I can somewhat hear what is around me.



My Garmin... I don't like to do homework of researching my run/distance ahead of time. I also don't like (or can't) to do math while I run. This gives me distance, pace, time running...
 
My Road ID so that the hospital can call my husband or they can ID my body. I have my husband and a friend listed on it. My friend doesn't think the ID my body thing is very funny.



 
 
Finally, for long runs there is fuel. Sometimes it's Shot Bloks and sometimes it's gel. I'm not thrilled with either and I need to play around with fuel over the next few weeks.
Is it possible that I may be a running diva?
 
 
 

Thursday, February 7, 2013

Lupus Awareness



Many symptoms of lupus mimic those of other illnesses, and symptoms can come and go over time, which makes diagnosis more difficult. Consequently, lupus can take three to five years or more to diagnose.
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Hope is that thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words and never stops... at all. ~Emily Dickinson


Tuesday, February 5, 2013

Wonder Woman Day


It's been a Wonder Woman kind of day. I'm feeling better. Today I've accomplished arriving at the gym when it opened this morning, complete a light workout there, remembering to fill up with gas on the way home, send an email to a kid's school principal, shower, prepare kids breakfast, take a moment to notice the sunrise with my daughter, pack lunches, deliver kid to school early for Reading Olympics practice, drive to the side of town I dislike and work for 6 hours, make it home for the bus, reply to emails, reply to texts, supervise/help with homework, run a mile with the kids (with a stop at the park,) make a real dinner, empty the dishwasher, fill dishwasher, sort the mail, wash & dry one load of clothes, fold 2 loads of clothes, put away 4 loads of clothes, supervise showers, talk to my sister in-law on the phone, fix bedtime snack, read one chapter of bedtime story, tuck kids in bed, read one article in a magazine, totaled and emailed Girl Scout cookie order, reviewed graded homework, read classroom newsletters, filled out 5 forms to be returned to school, swept kitchen floor, put rabbit in hutch, and re-charged my cell phone.
 
I feel accomplished for the day. Now I will sit/breathe/pray/meditate (and most likely fall asleep.)
Night.
 
Be Strong
when you are weak
Be Brave
when you are scared
Be Humble
when you are victorious
Be Badass
everyday!!
(Thank you, Rosemargaret, Jill, Amy, & Nancy for your card!!!)
 

Monday, February 4, 2013

Fear

I started running a couple years ago as a way of doing something I was afraid of trying. That is one reason I keep increasing the distance. The thought of 26.2 makes me weak in the knees with fear.

I've added a new song to my play list today....

 
Romans 8:39
 
 

Sunday, February 3, 2013

Wonder Woman


Reading this made me smile.
 
 
And I haven't smiled much in the last 36 hours. I haven't done much of anything but sleep in the last 36 hours. Oh, and loose 5 pounds. I've done what a person needs to do to loose 5 pounds in 36 hours.
 
Yes, the norovirus infection caught up with me. 
 
My long run is not going to happen this weekend. I'm just now getting some solid food in me and I'm dehydrated. Thankfully I have a recovery run scheduled next weekend. I'll try to get some longer runs in during this week and then do this weekends 17 miles next weekend. That means my next few long runs will be 17, 18, 20 then taper. Wow. That is a little overwhelming from my position at the moment. I have to remember that this moment will pass.
  
And if, and if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass
It's just a moment
This time will pass
- U2, Stuck In A Moment lyrics